That’s just it! God doesn’t love us expecting anything return! In fact, God doesn’t love the way we love! God’s love flows from eternity without limits, constraints, nor conditions. Our narrowed human mercurial perspective truly believe that God love us based on our performance and service. I got news for you, God don’t love us based on our accomplishments as a Christian rather, He loves us because this is the very core of His divine nature. Thus said the Lord in Jeremiah 31:3, ” I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness.” Try to stay conscious of God’s love and the fact He loves us without expectation. I get it, this is not normal but remember God’s plan for us has been abnormal from the beginning!