God doesn’t waste your suffering without purpose(2 Corinthians 1:4, 6). God uses the problems in your life to give you a ministry to others. In fact, the very thing you’re most ashamed of in your life and resent the most could become your greatest ministry in helping other people. 

I have her it said, “Your misery is your ministry!” This is considered redemptive suffering. Redemptive suffering is when you go through a problem or a pain for the benefit of others.This is what Jesus did. When Jesus died on the cross, he didn’t deserve to die. He went through all that pain and misery for our benefit to save us from going to hell. In a nut shell, God has a purpose for your pain, a season for your struggle, and a reward for your faithfulness!